venven

Lyrics: Iwasaki Daisuke
Composition: R・O・N

I could hear it from under an umbrella soaked in the rain
To the point I even started to hate someone's “kindness”

Reading between the lines of your relative words
I could feel your sympathy that came across as pity, and now

My body, which has been broken to pieces
Is emptier than I'd imagined

I don't want to see the flickering rays of light shine up through the clouds

I turned a deaf ear to the faintly resounding voice
Love in itself is an absurdity

Please, as much as possible—...

All the days we spent together fade from that washed-out shirt
It dries up, and the scent disappears
Because there's no second time

If, and let's just say, we had forgiven each other that time
Would we be on a different line than we are now? Hey…

Love is simply a puzzle made of ice
It melts down inside mixed feelings of affection and hatred

The more I pray, the further I break down
Words cannot save me

I'm all too used to those cold gazes
I just want to erase myself

I'm trembling—...
Dis(Appeared)

I hold out my hand to reach for someone's fair skin
But the illusion disappeared the night I came to my senses

I don't want to see the flickering rays of light shine up through the clouds

I turned a deaf ear to the faintly resounding voice
Love in itself is absurdity

Please, as much as possible—...

“I want to see you, right now”
“I want to start over, right now”

But you only disappeared

Notes:

Please note that I haven’t listened to Judah’s Xtreme CD (yet) and I can tell this song is referring to events that occur in it, so I might change this translation in a few months 🙂‍↕️